Not Ready
I feel like the world is moving on without me. I sit in studio and know that next year only two other girls are still going to be here next year. At home I know that next year I won’t have roommates who I’m comfortable living with and who know my quirks. I’m sure that that is why I’ve been having flare-ups lately. I’m trying so hard to hold on to this year that I’m not putting energy into progressing my studies. I look forward to my future years of school. I’m just terrified of losing those around me who I have come to love over the years. Of course I know I’m not losing them for good, but they won’t be a part of my daily life anymore. That scares me.
posted by Monika @ 8:07 PM
3 Comments:
You know that all of this just means that you will make more life long friends. You didn't know these people until you stepped out of your comfort zone, so by stepping out again, you will grow to love more. Besides, you will always have your weird family to fall back on :)
You just have to be yourself and you will make more friends. Those you already have can be friends for life. It is so easy to loose touch. We all get busy and let things slide. Don't!! Keep in touch and keep them as friends. Just think of all the friends you will have by the time you finish school. I agree with Nancy. We will be here for you and we will always love you.
Lois
I hear ya. You have signed up for the long haul, and you are going to do amazing!! It goes much faster than you'd imagine :)
Distant friends are still friends, and new ones keep life exciting.
And, although I too will be graduating in May, I will still be around. If you need anything, you know how to find me :)
-T
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